Where’s that butt fuck machine? =^.^=
So now I’m waiting for your replies in my inbox- say what would you do if you found some naked pictures of your bf/gf’s ex? :D
Final exams are coming. I’m spending a lot of time on studying, but to be honest- I’m not satisfied with the results. Knowledge is flowing in, sticking around for a short while and suddenly I feel it falling because of other thoughts. Mostly trivial. I hate it that I’m so unfocused on learning, and the worst thing is that trying makes me feeling as tired and exhausted as a suburban hooker on weekends. Eh. If I could give an advice to anybody who is in similar situation, I’d say to calm down, piss the panic and start yoga to find the harmony which might help in learning.
But it’s quite difficult to comply.
I had had plans for yesterday, but everything changed in a second. Needed to see a doc in the afternoon but decided to visit one very important tomb first. I never cry on cemeteries, it was the first time I felt so hopeless and missing. I can’t control my moods, because of the stresses which have taken this control without an invitation. Maybe I’m explaining my stupidity and weakness, but don’t really know what else may it be. What is that- makes me feeling like a little lonely girl, even if I know that it’s not true.
I hope that the coming days will be more benevolent to me. I’m not going to spend them alone, it’s probably the best aspect of all the loveliness.
Grateful thing that I have my friends. Those crazy fuckers make me believing that it’s going to be easier soon, and so I wish them.
One more advice to young and stressed creatures? Drink less, have more sex and wear an umbrella if it’s rainy.
Special pic for http://ilovegothgirls2.tumblr.com/
How is the polish spring like?
I love this sort of questions :)
It’s kind of strange, there are only a few days between the hard winter and soft spring. First rays of the sun illuminate the gray ground and… immediately everyone’s waking up from the wintertime sleep. Although the birds are singing their melodies throughout the year, but only in spring you can hear them so clearly and loudly. Unfortunately, boar moms and dads prefer to sire boar babies then so it’s needed to be careful during the evening forest walk.
Therapy is done! I can jump out of the window as a completely healthy person :D
edit: that’s what I thought a few weeks ago. Now I feel I should be back there on my therapy because I’m fucking addicted to tumblr and this disease needs to be healed quickly.
Last moments of winter and… let the spring come!
Pic by A.
Call an emergency
“We face up to awful things because we can’t go around them, or forget them. The sooner you say ‘Yes, it happened, and there’s nothing I can do about it,’ the sooner you can get on with your own life. You’ve got children to bring up. So you’ve got to get over it. What we have to get over, somehow we do. Even the worst things.”- Annie Proulx
Recently, I might say that I have no time for anything. I’m studying non-stop except those moments when I visit docrots… My health trests me as much that I had to visit emergency last friday. My heart was playing the truest black metal. Now I know that being too nervous makes me feeling sick and I have learn how to get easy when I go furious.
About health, Emily is on ward AGAIN. I don’t know what to do with that crap. I used to take care of her but if she doesn’t repsect others’ worrying, no one does the reck anymore. It’s her fucking fault. I’m more angry than worried- I might sound bitchy but try to understand me. I’m doing my best to help her to be done with autodestructive habits, but she’s getting it funnier whrn people around her are getting mad of her stupidity.
If we’re talking about habits, I’m back to the artistic and cultural development. Tomorrow I’m going to the theater with A. How I missed it!
I love this stifling atmosphere floating around connoisseurs, critics and ordinary fans of the scene. Everyone is pumped awaiting until the curtain goes up. The memory of the scent of summer! I also want to screw up into Octopussy’s show on friday but nothing is sure yet. One very gifted artist I know is going to make a videoclip there and I can’t omit that. Closer to the music, closer to the art! I need to get relaxed, A. too.
I’m very sorry for being quiet for so long. I relly need more that 24 hours every day to make all my duties done. AND there’s something funny for the end, especially dedicated for my internet lovers :p I got this message from Jon (is it your real name, REAL NAME?!). "Hiya, whats going on medusa :( are you dead? come back and show us your boobies, we miss them :(".Ok, I will show you my boobs but you have to send me your home made porn with your sister and your dog first. I’m waiting impatiently <3